well, great, somebody just had to ruin my all so perfect week... yes, someone actually could do that when i'm at like the happiest point of my life, why dow this kinda crap always have to happen to me? just with a single, short sentence just poisoned my whole week... haiz..

tell me whats wrong with just telling me by phone or just a single sms a.k.a short messaging system, it's so short and simple.... even my grandma could have done it... and i dun know why i have to find out from another individual and look so freaking dumb for being so stupid about it cause everyone else seems to already known about it... so i'm not important, i get it, i agree i may not be fit for doing it all so if u think so just say la, c'mon la... u had so long a time to tell and wat couldnt even do it? c'mon man, i just wanted to know... and those who read my blog and know wats going on, even if u told me now, it dont matter... __

well, with that event still in my head i know wats gonna happen during the next few months of life.... i've already decided my answer for the coming year... hahaha... it was never mine, u never gave a chance... hahaha... =D i'm so broken and realli degraded now, after all this time, haha... nth more to say...

i gave my last words, i'll do wat i must and i shall proceed as i will...