well well i'm back to update! and this time it's realli soon, like one day soon! hahaha!! i'm actually amazed by myself~!! welll today end class pretty early like 2pm... then after that went to club to wait for dialogue session... it was like at 3.30pm and i have an hour and half to wait for th thing to start... but yea, there were others who had to wait even longer to go for the thing! hahahah... wat a pundek right?

then like went to fc3 to have lunch... had a little discussion which doesnt realli matter now cause it's wrong.... ): and then went back to club slacked awhile and everyone came and we made our way to vanda room to have the dialogue session...

dialogue session was damn damn funni cause it was like a race of who could present the fastest and blah blah blah and i ended up presenting like less than a minute... i mean MM doesnt need publicity, we're already so popular thanks to many great people!! hahaha.. *hint hint* not ma lar... i'm not some whore can?

then after dialogue session ate like some freaking hungry monster then eat eat drink like sugar coffee and sat down to talk about club matters with mdm sung ying... we had a few laughs here and there and well it was ok... i'm geared up to fight! hahaha... anyways, it's ok... we'll see how things take up to us... (:

then went for the parents seminar breifing that will happen this saturday to prepare ourselves... hahahaha... had some laughs there was pretty funny la the CASS lecturer! hahaha... then after that went back club and back home! yay!!

well i just wanna add a last note... i've realised i've been giving something in life which i have used to a great extend to create lot of things and remake things for other people... but i always do things for people le, and i'm figuring will someone do something for me? hahaha... just a question....

and yes, i finally understand things better... and even though things are confusing i hope it'll get better, cause i want it to get better... and for once for me to feel better... ((:

well ello again! i'mma back for another post... well this one's a lil different le, cause this is just some stupid random things... hahah..

1)i hate it when u trust me people too much but that make use of it...HATE!
2)common people, if u dun like someone or despise someone, at least have the guts to admit it, and like dun try to pretend u mother-fucker...
3)i dunno why but people can live with themselves even when they know they had done damage..
4)if u never do something, at least have the guts to admit it and dun try to give excuses can?
5)people dun appreaciate the thoughts of others and everything is like dirt..
6)i dun like people who think they are responsible but show no sign of it at all...
7)i dun understand why some people cant simply grow up? like wtf? u think u peter pan?
8)there is a reason for everything so accept it, dun be in denial....
9)we were born perfect, nutured imperfect.... god makes no mistake, humans do...
10)the truth hurts...

LOL... super random... got it from from different internet articles... hahhahahah... WTF right? hahahaha... so yar... i think some of them are cool... so yar... see you.... =D

tmr is OBS at Ubin! yikes~!

Toh Lin Tagged me todo this random thing so yar...
Do for FUN and i'm bored!! seriously...

Write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts.

1)i'm a emo boy.
2)i've got a BIG butt.
3)i just woke up! LOLs
4)my right eye is small as compared to my left eye! WEIRD~
5)my favourite drink is Ice Lemon Tea.
6)I'm really high maintanence, REALLY.
7)i'm tired of living already so yar, can someone take my life away?
8)i LURRVE japanese cuisine! yum yum~
9)i'm reallly is freaking retard sometimes, but at least i know of it! =D
10)i'm onli 18 years old ok~! not old old!
11)i've a great sub-concious in me which help me decide things.
12)i like to think alot when doing something even the slightest details cause i'm a perfectionist!
13)i wanna get a new phone.. ):
14)my favourite colour is BLUE!!!
15)i've like a weird stomach, i can eat alot, or dun eat for very long and still be the same! WTF?
16)i'm like damn mean sometimes, but when i'm nice i'll be realli nice... =/
17)i dun like to hate people, it's hard work i tell u..
18)i wanna travel ard the world and shop!! =D
19)i think dragonboat rules are the most LOSERISH RULES ever!
Rule1: Must always aim to be 1st
Rule2: Remember rule 1
Remember, 2nd is still a loser, 1st is CHAMPION! (LIKE WTF?!)
20)if i want something, i'll be sure to get it...

i'mma DONE!
so yar, toook like 7 minutes!
so people: denan, oliver, shafinaz, huishan, reeve, khalis, miswan!
YOU"VE BEEN TAGGED BY ME!! =D

Labels: madness

ok... after like a god damn long time of not posting!! i'm back with a new post!! gonna like post bout like Malaysia trip!! to Kuala Lumpur...! Awesomeness!! with tohlin&eugene, desiree&huixian, denan, oliver, fatin and ME!

so yar, we set off like friday morning! supposed to meet at kranji at 7.00am! and fatin was like, "dun be late guys" and like i reached there like 7.10am (oops)... but yeah guess hu reached like 7.24am?? FATIN!!! LOL... yeah, so much for not being late! anyways, from kranji we took like 170 to like the malaysian imigrations and then all the way to like Larkin Terminal, which was like super disgusting...

then right we reached larkin, wanna find bus, this bunch of obnoxious malay guys wanna sell ticket like way above the seeling price like the usual is RM24 they sell RM36!! motherfuckers! then yea, we manage to get the 9am bus! hahah... then yeah we had Mcdonalds!! yar damn sick lar we all ate mac, especially OLIVER! he chew the french fries put on the tray ann then he eat back!! WTF!? damn disgusting!! OMFG!

yeah, then we bought some stinking, STINKING dunkin' donuts to eat during the bus ride la... hahaha... then we boarded the bus, got some problems but nvrmind, malay language in malaysia is like KING! hahahaha... then settle liao, we sat down and i was like, 'DONUT TIME'! then everyone was like whore...

and then yeah, as the bus start moving, the couples, they started like their kinky activities!! i mean WTF! u're in a public bus!! BAS MALAYSIA! hahah... then yeah, played psp, slept, ate donut, crapped, gossiped and alot during the whole bus trip... took so unglam pictures of people sleeping, especially oliver(drooling), denan(holding his tool)... hahahah..

then yeah, finally reach kl... then yea wanted to walk to the hotel but was approached by some indian taxi divers, my god keep touching me la, i know i'm hot but yar.... hahaha... lol.. perv... so yea, took their cabs to the hotel which we like 10mins walk away... and charge us RM15... WTF! hahah... nvrmind la, holiday... then yeah, checked into the room, then found out needed to pay a deposit of Rm800 for the two rooms so yar, just took a room and like had to share with like 8people... == but yeah, we didnt realli intend to sleep...

then after putting our bags down and freshing up...we went to have lunch at like Times Square!! Chciken Rice shop... huixian was like 'which chicken rice shop', i was like, 'THE chicken rice shop', he was like, ' yar i know but which one?' i was like 'Times Square lar'... then he asked, 'wats the name?' i was like '==, the name is the chicken rice shop!' LOL... damn funni..

then yar, eat like whores, camwhored a lil... then yea, got damn full but still, i wanted to have laksa!! hahaha... the rest were like ' are u crazy!?' well i mean, it's a one day thing so must enjoy mar!! then after that went ard shopping and like we split up and like to walk ard and meet later on..

so yar, i walked ard, ended up buying this stipe blue(notice this) crocodile shirt, damn nice..!! then yea, went to the meeting point, starbucks, bought a java chip venti and waited... tohlin bought a shirt, it said ' i love starbucks'... then denan bought like smth for Ratna! so sweet.. then yar, continue walking ard for a lil while at times square cause i wanted to see smth... then next stop was like Sungei Wang... we walked thr cause like damn near... then yar, inside we split up again and i went with denan and oliver to find oliver a brand new pair of shoe! hahah... walk walk then oliver eyes could attention of this black BUM shoe, he tried, seemed damn nice(i wanted it but i couldnt buy it cause oliver wanted it and unglam to have same thing) and then he bought it... DAMN!! then walked ard, i saw this blue(see this again) converse shoe, damn nice try, look damn nice then i was like wait ah, i walk ard and think... then after walking ard, denan and oliver was like tempted to buy so many many things but yea, got constrains!! haha... then finally i decided to buy the shoes and yea denan was like 'i only say the shoes was nice cause matching with ur blue and white outfit today' THE FUCK?!! so yea, i have happey with the blue(there again) shoe!

well next the plan was to go to mid valley to like have dinner and shop but to get there was a bad idea so we just went Pavilion! hahah... we walked and all of them were like amazed by the pavilion, so was i... then we went to find a food place...went food republic... OMG! damn awesome, the spread of food was like whoa!! then like walked ard could decide wat to buy so yar... tempting... finally i bought some western steak thing and wanton noodles!! hahah... i was hungry and obnoxious wat could i say??

then after eating walked ard... then yea, the smokers went to the cigar shop, try act like pro but like damn noob... then finally they bought a cigar RM43... hahah... i was like 'denan, u rather buy a cigar without thinking than a polo t that u thought so much but nvr buy?" so yar he gave it a thought... hahah...

then after walking ard pavilion, i met my sister bout my plans tmr to join her after the rest left.. talked awhile, then she left, i joined my frens back and then pavilion was like closing... and fatin was complaining, 'LA SENZA BRA!!!! NOOOO!!!' she was like mighty despo for them la... the hell... the guys were like WTF? then we slowly walked back to the hotel and bathe one by one... the rest of the smokers went to smoke their fine cut by dunhill... losers... then after that watched HULK! haha... stupid advertisements so many lar... then the girls wear their weird facial masks which they bought... hahaha... then we jokes talked alot then suddenly like the guys wanted to smoke their cigar... then they went to smoke... at first like so noob, then they got the hang of it... then smoke outside the room until the manager cameup and said only can smoke in the room... so yar, they smoked in the toilet instead... then right after they smoke ah, like happy.. haha..

then like the two couples took over both the bed and i was like, 'haiz...' i mean yar not nice to say but yar, u get the idea... i mean share can? like wat lar... just take the bed and start cuddling and hugging... WTF! so yar, then after hulk wanted to go macs, then walked there bought a hell lot of food and blah blah shit and walked back... then like yar, in the hotel we ate and joked... then after eating the two couples slept on their nice warm beds with the nice blankets and all we had was like the floor, the stinking floor... then well me fatin denan and oliver played brigde like until we lost most of our energy and then fell asleep... i dunno wat denan and oliver were doing but they kept giggiling la... wtf... hahah...

then sleeping sleeping, i'd wake up cause like super cold so yar need to adjust temperature, then later too hot adjust back... i woke up like 4 times la!!! then after awhile oliver was like sleeping on the chair... haha.. i was like HUH??

then yea, one by one got up, bathe and got ready for the last day....well not mine... then like yar, bathe already, decided to have KFC for lunch! fatin left with her mum cause he mum picked her up at the hotel and they were holidaying thr... so yeah, we walked to kfc! hahah... i ordered like a 3 piece meal cause i was mighty hungry! eat eat eat, then yar had to send them to the busstop so me oliver and denan walked to help denan train for marathon while the rest took a cab... then walk walk walk and rain, run abit and we reach like faster than the taxi bitches... hahah... then like they went into their bus and then they set off to singapore... i kinda missed them a lil... then later on, my sister fetched me up... hahaha...

then like yar, my sister like way awesome!! then yeah the first day was just hell lot of eating with her... after i left the bus station, went to have 2nd lunch at chciken rice shop... ate like no tmr again... then dinner had some malay fried food thing... so yeah first day not much....

now second day!! hahaha... went out like 1pm... then like went to mid valley... had my haircut at the redken salon, my sister asked so i just said ok! then had like kenny rogers for lunch, i ate a half chicken!! and after i was still hungry... then walked ard, cause my sister wanted to buy laptop but yea, she like dunno wat to buy...

then after looking ard for laptops, went to the zara there! omg... so nice and big! hahaha.. then yar, i saw the stiped blue(again) and black jacket i wanted... tried it on.. then was damn nice... so yar my sister say ok, i'll buy for u! OMG! damn awesome... then i looked ard see got anything nice and yar, got a few but nvrmind next time...

then like next walked to the gardens, beside only, went to GAP bought this blue(again) shirt was damn damn nice... my sister was like so plain onli but yea was damn nice... then walked ard, see see and then we go and window shop here and thr, i wanted to buy a new bag but none were to my liking... then next went to like Times Square.. i went to the shop tohlin bought her shirt from and bought two abercrombie polo t from there, blue(again) and yellow(finally).. hahah... then walked down to crocodile again, looked ard saw nth nice already then went to body shop... hahaha... tried a few perfumes, then my sister bought them for me... hahaha... she's awesome!!

then like she then toke me to like pavilion... hahah... walked ard... and then decided to have lunch at sakae sushi... she was like damn noob i tell u... hhahaha... then let her try a few things and eat and was like damn full... then walked ard again... keep looking for that bag i so wanted but dun have... how sad... then afterwards went to macs to but food to bring back to the home incase i get hungry... hahahah... thenwent home... happy and content... then reach home liao right, ate the macs and watched the tv... super boring all malay shows...

then i fell asleep but was kinda sad needed to return sg the next day... so yea, slp and next day woke pretty early, and like cause i wanted to shop summore... haha... so yea, went back to mid valley, ate kenny rogers again!! i ate another half chicken! lol... then ate 3 packets of tako balls... wtf!! hahaha... then continue walking ard and ard but yeah nth nice... had some icecream, bought my mum donuts to bring back, my dad some of his favourite curry puff and then i headed for the bus station to go back singapore!! then like went onto the bus and yar... had my journey home alone and quietly... was kinda sad but once i got home, i had like 40smses la... wtf... onli gone for like 3 days can...

so yar... home was good! and well it was nice to be back... yay!! so tt was a KL trip.. kinda boring eh?

Labels: excited, Happy, sad

ytd was a good day... yay! well apart from waiting 2hours, which i didnt mind, it was the best day i've had up to date...

Is this right?

I know i've been gone...

I know i've been wrong...

But for once i want to make it right...

Not for me alone....

Not just for you either....

For....

Labels: confused, Happy

well, today's post is gonna seem a lil blurr to some people but for those who know well, u'll know i guess..

ytd, i met someone who i've not met for almost 9mths and it so happens that i msged that someone the night before saying alot of things... and well, ytd, the gang and i went out again, to whr we usually go. city hall... so yeah we met at like 2pm at city hall mrt.. so some wanted to go buy chippy at the marketplace at raffles city shopping centre... so we went thr, and well, for the whole day i have been feeling slighty down.. and well just wasnt realli excited... then after buying we went back to the cuty hall mrt to sit at the stairs area to like wait.. after going up from the marketplace escalator i had a sudden urge to turn back to look around, and i guess by chance and guess wat i saw someone whom i hadnt seen for almost 9mths, and it's not i dun want to, i realli wanted to, but i just couldnt...

and so we walked tot the mrt station and i just wanted to go back up to look again so i like pretend pretend want to go LEVI's to look for wallet just to go back up, but sadly when we ent back, well the person wasnt there anymore... i guess this is wat happens if u dun act fast enuff.. =/

and so yeah, afterwards the rest came and we walked to marina square... and all i could ever think about was like, mayb, well just mayb i might meet the person again, by chance... and well first stop at marina was topman! well i tried soem clothes but yeah werent realli in the mood to shop so yeah just waited for the girls... then i had another urge to turn back, and this time, i saw the person again... i was kinda excited and scared so i just kept tomyself and went to the girls corner... and then i was kinda like scared and i just didnt know wat to do so i just stood there... and then we both saw each other and i smiled but i was to scared... so then we left topman for zara, before leaving the shop i took a quick glance back at topman to see, but i didnt manage to catch a ckear view...

then at topman just walked ard and i was like just thinking and thinking thru... and then we had lunch at MOF! i haven been there for the past 10mths... for as long as i could remember, just brings back memories... and then had wat i'd usually have, hot stone unagi rice!! hahaha... then
the person msged me, and to be honest i was god damned happy!! super... huishan tried to see who but yeah i blocked!!! =P heheheh...

then i asked if we could meet even for just a short period of time... cause i owe that person that much and i wanted to make up for it... haiz... and then yeah we met, and a whole lot of coincidences happen throughout it.... i dunno whether is just pure coincidence or smth else..... i dunno... i hope things are right... am i too late? who knows, i dun hate u if u hate me, i dun blame u if u dun care... but i just hope u do.. =/