Well, i'm finally back with my first post of the month! haha... amazing but true, have been pretty busy for the past few days, so yeah, haven realli had the time to update... the past few days have been a real bittersweet experience and well i'm like lost in my own mind... sometimes, i wish the answers would just appear right infront of me instead of me trying to find it... but i guess...thats not how life works.. but before i start on the sad content... lets talk about smth SOooo not sad...
FO CAMP 08/09 is finally over and glad to say it went pretty well and funny too! I'm sorta happy it's over but at the same time i'm not realli too thrilled bout it being over cause it was a very fun period of time! haha... i'll share some pictures i think are interesting... haha...
camp cheif pepek making out with eugene tan! this is a common sight! like totally....
seriously that is one hot chick with dick man... even camp cheif pepek cant resist it! =D
khalis khan and nasrul (darling i) doing a glam pose... and farhan looking like a nerd at the back... lols... like so duh.... =.=
some camp love making session brought to u by eugene tan (top) and lester cheng (bottom).. :D i so like this picture...NOT!
omg... haha... this is like an unglam picture of Jian Yao a.k.a Horny BOI! lol... but yea, doesnt he look like blur cute in this picture? lol... some people say he looks cute some say he looks emo... hu knows, mayb he's just a misunderstood boy... (:
gp+ gl group 1... luffy, mudd, benedict, lester, khalis, ah lee, jian yao, huishan, wei sum! all like everyready to fight!
gp+gls group 2... hahaha... from top left to right.. rasul, eugene 2, hui xian, karen thiri, fatin, alif and hamizan... they r cool and!! =)
and wat would camps be without the campers?! pratically just the gp's and gl's and a whore(ME!)... so here are some pictures of the campers...
group 1: COOKIE MONSTERS
group 2: MOMOKs
group 3: THE POHCONGs
i've saved the best for last... group 4: GHOSTBUSTERS a.k.a GAYBOYS
wat would a cap be without the usual bangla hanging around... hahaha... that's why we have our very own bangla man, DENAN SAHER.. LOLs..
another picture of group GHOSTBUSTERS, but the main concentration is at KHLAIS KHAN's body pose and look at camp cheif pepek! haha... they look glam!
haha... manage to get a shot of FATIN getting a nap in the middle of the camp and well it was seriously unglam and funni and i bet she'll kill me if she saw it! ROFL..=X
another camp love making session... hahaha... check out the looks on the faces la... LOL...
well, thats some of the 900+ picture that tohlin manage to take... so yeah, it's just a glimpse of the fun things we actually had and did during the 3d/2n camp at St. John Island! =D hope that this wont be the last memories i have of FO Camp... =/ it's was very fun and we had alot of cool freshies and people this year!
now some random photos... hahaha... kill time.... and make this entry longer.... =P
huishan and karen in their ISETAN uniform... hahaha... super cute and funni... =D i promised i onli post the backview ok?
hahaha... caught UNGLAM yet again! rofl... and he looks blur like sotong too in this one... =P
some ticko uncle trying to rape this little innocent chinese boy... hahah... funni... (:
and yet another very GAY pose by KHALIS KHAN with desiree's newly bought nike bag(u can still see the tag on it) and with jian yao looking like a little oversized squirrel posing too.. hahaha... the finger on desiree's cheek is hui xian's... *kinky*
LOOK! such a beautiful sunset right? manage to catch a photo of it at sentosa island from the mini tain station... it's like so sweet and romantic la... *at that point of time, i was like hoping to just see it with only someone else privately cause well it's like supa sweet and i wanted to spend the moment with you...only you.. so mushy.. =_=" and well i just been feeling all this weird feelings about u and stuff...* and people please dont think wrong... it's not wat some of u people may think ok? (just incase)
well, he comes the serious part of this whole post... if u are reading this and i know u will... i'm sorry if i have hurt u in anyways, and it's totally my fault, i know i shuld have thought things through, but i guess i'm just the sort who never thinks carefully.... and it's just that i dont feel anything anymore, it's becoming to numb feeling and i have nth to say anymore to u.... i'm sorry and i hope u will have a happy happy life ahead... must be realli dissapointed and a hell of regret to me... but thing is i told u before, i still love another.... so i'm truly sorry if i did u any wrong.... =/
anyways, another i found out over the past few days is it's hard to kill a past feeling until u kill urself and since i haven killed myself, the feeling just grows and grows... and i'm gonna admit that i cant get over u... i seriously cant! AHHHHH..................!!!!!!!=O
i feel helpless, yet i feel breathless when i think of u... that smile, melts my heart when i see it, and no matter wat u do to urself, u can't change the person i see in u and who you are to me.. i just can't take it, i just want to tell u sometimes, 'i like you'... and infact i have done it so many times just it's when u're not listening and stuff... omg, i sound like a pervert... well, thats the whole truth... i realli do... but then again, i'm not gonna have a dream like that.. hahaha... i'm not even fit for anyone in this world... no one could possibly understand the complexity of my life and fit it to theirs... :( so it doesnt matter, i've felt this way for years, wats another few more gonna do to me... i'll be happy for u if u r happy for urself.. =/
anyways, thats about this for this post! hope i get to post another one soon!!! (: