well, as some might have known, i have lost my phone! my N95 98GB! the fone that i spend 3 mths starving, (2mths during itp and 1 mth after cause i no money after buying)... and the fone that was like my most prized possesion was stolen from me at work... how? i dun wanna talk bout it...but i can tell u this i lost it at work... work sucks... i lost all my contacts and all my msges and all my personal stuff... so sad i tell u... but yeah, guess all things happen for a reason...



and i was working so yea, had to look happy and positive and attend to customers... damn annoying i tell u... people still want to provoke me.. so yeah, at work was serving customers and yeah, my frens fren came to like met him, girlfriend la, she came with two other gals... and yeah while serving they came to talk to me, ask if i was single, blah blah blah, then asked me for my number... x_x wth la... i just lost my fone... so it was kinda sad... and i was like haha... i lost my fone... but yeah, then the 3 girls keep saying i was cute, wtf man, i'm not cute?! me? nabei, people got eyesight deformation or wat? hahaha...

girls stop asking me for my number and stuff pls... i no mood to entertain if u say good things bout me cause i dun think i'm that good... i'm just normal, or below average? hmm.. hu knows...

then yeah after that made a police report of my fone and went home at 2am sad... i kept plaing with my fone box cause well i misssed my fone... i realli do... haiz... i wanted to hold it so badly... like it just sucked... fiddle witht the box for a long time and then kept it in the drawer.. then slept...

then today called in sick for work cause i just felt damn sick and no mood... when my grandma's place at tampines, wearing, slipper, jeans and a t-shirt and my hair was all over the place... so then told my dad to drop me at taka to make a new sim card and well, walking ard orchard dressed like tt means u r just weird and (f)ugly so yeah people kept looking like i was some begger... met someone i didnt need to met yet and i was like wtfh!!?! i just avoided... then got my sim card and like used it! wee~

then headed to suntec met the gang cause oliver wanted to buy a present for some girl.... so yeah, oliver and denan had their haircuts and well looked pretty awesome i might say... hahaha... then we went pizzza hut... i wasnt felling the least happy at all so yeah, just pretended to be happy and then at one pt i just stood up and decided to walk away... i walked to the toilet whr i sat on in the cubicle and i cried abit... i was just...nvm.... after that went back and then i just tried my best to seem happy...and we ate, oliver bought a ripcurl wallet for the girl and then went topman...

oh man, i dunno why i did it but i felt like killing myself... i made jy buy smth which later he regretted cause well it wasnt realli a must to have but i made it seem so good to buy.... haiz... i'm sorry jian yao... pls forgive me.. ): and well, after that went home... i felt sad... and some guy kept looking at me, took the same bus, still looked and then looked but pretend never look.... but yeah, he was not bad looking but yeah, sorry i dun do that... hahahah... =D

and i reach home and here i am again.... lurving it! (: i miss my fone...