my blog's like literally dead and people are like asking me to update, it's not that i dont want to, just that i dun realli have the time to blog thesedays cause of my realli hectic schedule... =/ so yea, sorry ppl! (:
so lets start the update with some photos!! yay! hmm... well we'll start with Eugenie's Early Birthday BBQ!! hahahah... @ Costa Sands East Coast!! the photos are courtesy of Josias, from Temasek Poly! *psst* SP rocks btw...
me with eugenie (: i look like so dark can??
me fanning the fire... it seems to be dying off... ): Eugenie with the 'wat just happen' look.. :D
i look so weird in this one... notice the stain on my left shoulder...thanks to eugenie la!! ):
fittin the candles on the super chocolate chocolate cake from THE ROYALS! damn nice, and very very very sinful! ):
so wats next?? hahahaha... i guess that was on her mind... (:so yeah, eugenie is actually from ngee ann polytechnic, and i met her thru poly forum and well we have been frens ever since... sha calls me her glam fren.. LOL~! hahaha... well her birthday was fun and she was damn funny throughout it!
hahahah... but after i left i realised i didnt eat anything, not even the cake... LOL! so yeah was kinda starving but nevermind... (: then that night she liked called me when she got drunk and said several weird weird things which i shuld not disclose in my blog..!! =o
well lets update about school! well school been realli busy!! realli freaking busy! i mean, i have my normal school to think about, plus my FYP (final year project), MM Club stuff, Student Council and my own personal life... ok...
firstly, i'm realli finding some difficulty coping with my studies just cause i just either am too tired or i'm just lazy... hahaha... and some modules can realli drive me up the wall! i'm like seiously damn stressed as i dun wanna forward or flunk any modules!! ):
secondly, well, next sem will be entirely a full semester of FYP la! and right now we have to brainstorm ideas and just discuss on the things we wanna do la, i mean my mind so packed still must think this shit!!
thirdly, MM Club, i tell u ah, i'm like seriously trying to hold the club together and making everything run smoothly and i try to be nice at the same time and give them their own targets to set... but some people just arent helping, breaking the rules, not following their own deadlines, not wanting to do it the proper way, not wanting to help... there's like a whole entire list i could draft down right now... it's not that they dun want to, it's just they just dun think or they just dont care!! i mean, am i being to nice to u people? then when i scold u all u either say i treat u like shit or i am just being to strict... i mean wtf! look lar... i dunno how to handle things like that... i mean at least help la! do wat ur post is suppose to do?! is it that difficult!? do i have to keep reminding u guys and chasing u all for ur deadlines?? HUH!?!! u all ah, seriously, one day i'm gonna farking give it to u all straight... i dun care if u're gonna hate me just as long at MM Club has a future to look forward to... think la! all i ask it simple simple things, before u leave the club, push all the chiars in, tidy everything up and make it look need... i mean when u come u sit on the chair the bean bag, dirty the freaking carpet, dirty all the stuff then dun bother to clean!? wtf?! and u know i use my own money from my pocket to buy the carpet, the air freshner, the the dustbins and u all just treat them like shit... i mean, think la... u all... i also am ggod damn tired ok, but i dun sleep on the sleeping bag?! i mean think for others not for urself.... u're all just damn selfish! SERIOUSLY!
fourth, student council, ok, mayb being the Council Chairman sounds all awesome and powerful but yeah, it's not the whole thing... there's so many thing to think thru and basically people are not helping i mean i'm trying to come to the best alternative for the entire council not just for ur own club people u slefish motherfuckers! think can for the entire council not for the best interest of UR club... ==
anf fifth and finally...my personal life... i think my personal life is like ebing burnt awaya by all my school activities and personally i dun have enough time for myself and things i wanna do... and i'm just slowly breaking down cause no one in this freaking world has the brains to care for others... seriously... all people think of is themselves.... honestly... EVERYONE IS! dun ask me i know.... ==
well update again soon... i wanna sleep! yay!