after much thinking, i realised i have so much more to do then just study for my test tmr... i have like my meeting tmr as well, which is gonna be complete chaos cause some people have been having the time of their lifes when i'm always worrying on wat to do next... it's so not fair... i want a normal life sometimes too, i wanna like have time! which i dont... my 45 days of holidays are only left with 16 with nth on then... i feel so pathetic... and wats more i have to give up more days of that 16 for my FYP... which is like ridiculous! why not just cancel the damn holidays!?

and right now i'm buring up a fever and flu... and i have a paper in about 9 hours... i guessed i'm just damned or mayb its karma for me doing bad things.... i dunno... i believe things happen for a reason, i just dunno wat that is right now... =/

mayb some peple would say hey zaid, u're life isnt that bad... but yeah, u wont know right? so dun tell me to shutup with my complaining, i want to complain i shall complain! whee~! :D

so i think i'll head to bed... night... sigh..