well, i dunno... lately things have been happening and for god knows wat reason.... i mean, my vision for club for AY 08/09 was like inspiring and making everyone being a part of the club... but with so many many problems cropping up internally chasing everyone one by one and now its like the most major of all major things to happen, i doubt i can even have a peaceful year...

i mean, if u join a certain thing know the consequences of wats gonna happen, u should know how to adapt and make things the best as the are... but some people are just too blind or blinded by the way they were raised by their parents or their environments... i mean, u can go holidaying, crusing, go birthdays with ur frens go out.... but when u come to doing ur work, u always say that u have no time... i mean is that freaking just retarded? and everytime we say smth u dun even treat us as ur frens and etc... i dun even know wat u treat us like... are we like dispossable at ur cause? i mean, come to think of it, its how u've always treat us...

only there when u want to.... who in the friggin world still does that? u gotta learn.... i dunno how u're gonna be when u grow up.... oh wait, will u even grow up? always trapped in your own dilusion and stuff.... its down right sad....

and now we have to clear up ur mess, the shit u left behind.... wat a piece of crap.... this is so depressing....

well, in other news, i'm still alive! wee~ hahahaha.... and well at elast i still have the support of great people.... :D