well, i'm feeling in the mood for some ranting and well just been adding up alot so yeah... haha... it's not uncummon anyways for people to rant things out, i mean this is a blog...

well lets start with fyp... yeah, SPinnovex 08/09 is coming up! weee~ lots of stress being handle and lots of things to complete.... haha... well the thing that i'mma pissed about is that mayb i didnt get into tentage... welll not actually, i'm just ppissed that we werent treated fair and judgement isnt fair....

for instance, like during our presentation, other groups had like 2-3 people looking but for ours we had only 1, Mr Cheong... and like yeah, he made us skip alot of the entire presentation and i mean whr's the fairness in all that u know... wtf... it aint fair that he judge out group like that... so unfair...

and like the groups that made in i dunno... its so just not fair treatment.... haiz.... oh wells wat to do, just do the best of it.... hahaha... (: and well congratulations! :D

then life is just so unpredictable sometimes... argh...it sucks right now..... damn, i cant help but feel conrolled all my life.... man... one day, u'll know wat i had all this while and i'll make u pay with every last drop of blood in ur body.... i swear to make u see wat i can do.... dont make me snap....

i know smtimes, i'm not the best of persons that mayb because i try to hide who i really am and try to be someone i'm not.... i know its screwing with my head and mentally, wat am i to do? i'm not who i used to be.... i wish things wasnt so bad.... i just wanted to be simple... i guess simplicity has a price to pay.... oh well, i'm willing to do anything for it... oh well, life sucks.... u have to agree with me at some point...

i hope i can be alone.....and cry