OMG! my blog has nearly died... okay mayb it died so its about time it will be revived! hahaha! so alot of things has been happening lately!

last week, i got hit by heat stroke and then i had a viral fever and throat infection that ended me up into hospital and like during that period of time lots of things that would affect my life took place... first thing, i had to quit working at sentosa!! ): this was due to the fact i cant take too much sun heat and u know sentosa is an island so thus is kinda like a bad job for me.... so yeah... i had to leave the sentosa attractions group sadly...

and no, i'm not gonna find another job cause i'll patintly wait for my ns to come! hahaha! so yeah... graduation period is coming soon! 27th may! oh wells... i miss school alot too.. it feels sop awkward not to go school, not to go to MM club or council anymore.... so weird... sigh...

then, due to me being sick, i guess i grew apart from someone whom i realy cared alot for and i guess that person felt neglected in a way and mayb its all my fault and this illness and things just changed... no matter how much i care it wouldnt be the same anymore, no matter how i try to salvage it, it wouldnt be like it was before any of this ever happen.... sigh... if only u knew how much i feel for u.... oh wells, i'm going to like have to move on with my own life i guess... if things are meant to be... it will be, i guess... =/

it's like, i wished that time had stood still during that time just like u said.... just the two of us in our own world... we could be with each other and not worry about a thing.... how much things have changed after i got sick.... haiz....

then like, not alot of people know this, this coming Friday, i'll be going KL for 3 weeks for some reason i cant tell online... hahaha... so yeah, there goes my life.... oh wells things happen... and i can only tell u its due to me getting sick also... why? go figure....

oh wells... thats all! i love you guys! :D